Summer '09

Summer. Let me just say that summer has been a little less than i expected it to be. I was expecting my maturity and growth to continue; but i was obviously very wrong. Instead I feel that not only have i become the girl who left for college, but now i have gained a whole new set of problems that brought me to the state in which i am at now: confused, irritated, disappointed, and ultimately unhappy. I wish i could go back to the days where being carefree was actually CAREFREE. Ugh. i'm beyond frustrated. I need to focus on something and hopefully pull things back together. Is there anyone who out there that hears me? i didn't think so...