Summer '09

Summer. Let me just say that summer has been a little less than i expected it to be. I was expecting my maturity and growth to continue; but i was obviously very wrong. Instead I feel that not only have i become the girl who left for college, but now i have gained a whole new set of problems that brought me to the state in which i am at now: confused, irritated, disappointed, and ultimately unhappy. I wish i could go back to the days where being carefree was actually CAREFREE. Ugh. i'm beyond frustrated. I need to focus on something and hopefully pull things back together. Is there anyone who out there that hears me? i didn't think so...

Frustration

So last night I went to a party.

& I lost my phone.

The worst part about losing a phone is the fact that you know that your not going to get all your numbers back. You know those people from back home that you don't really talk to that much in college but when you go home you call them to hang out. Or those family members that you don't want to talk to but you cant screen the call because you have no idea who it is. I'm so upset and angry at myself. I haven't lost a phone in forever!

The only good part about this story is that I went to the T-Mobile store today and bought a new SIM Card, and two my surprise I received two free accessories. So I got my friend a new skin and myself a new skin for when I get my new phone. So I guess you can say things really aren't that bad... Until some guy who I met at a party calls me and I have to pretend that I have the swine flu so he wont call me back...